Nothing at all

I’m loosing it all

Not in pieces 

But all at once

Just trying to hold my grip 

Just pushing that second away when I finally give up

I’m loosing it all and with every passing second it’s just getting difficult 

One person at a time is waving a goodbye, they are all marching away together 

I don’t know what hurts more, my foolishness of expecting them to stay or their unfaithfulness towards me 

It’s just aching like shards of glass pieces pierces into my heart each one deeper than the other. 

My head spinning, not knowing what to do or where to go. 

Having no one left my demons are advancing towards me 

And finally I loosen my grip on the rope of hope and suddenly it’s somehow lighter 

I don’t feel the ground, I don’t feel the force. 

I just don’t feel anything. 

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