I’m loosing it all
Not in pieces
But all at once
Just trying to hold my grip
Just pushing that second away when I finally give up
I’m loosing it all and with every passing second it’s just getting difficult
One person at a time is waving a goodbye, they are all marching away together
I don’t know what hurts more, my foolishness of expecting them to stay or their unfaithfulness towards me
It’s just aching like shards of glass pieces pierces into my heart each one deeper than the other.
My head spinning, not knowing what to do or where to go.
Having no one left my demons are advancing towards me
And finally I loosen my grip on the rope of hope and suddenly it’s somehow lighter
I don’t feel the ground, I don’t feel the force.
I just don’t feel anything.